What a bitch | And there's a woman which is flirting your mate.
4 Oktober 2012
Pulang kantor, kangeeeeen banget sama pasangan. Mau ngobrol, tapi sama2 sibuukk. Hanya sebatas sms, itupun jarang2 balesnya. Kita berdua sama2 agak susah utk saling balas komunikasi.
Dari sisi aku, kasih kabar lewat sms, untuk chatting gak akan bisa. Kondisinya, pasangan gak bisa chat alasan sibuk. Sms aja agak lama untuk dibales. Aku coba utk ngertiin, kita sudah sama2 dewasa.
Namun, beberapa hari yang lalu.
Ada perasaan was2 gak jelas dan dari sana timbullah kondisi;
Mau ngobrol lewat sms, gak dibales, tapi dia bisa woro2 di media sosial. Childish?, yes, i'am. Absolutely. But i thought, it's naturally. When you have someone that you love, you wants and need he/she more concerned yourself than anything, except parents.
And there's a woman which is flirting your mate. It seems like i want to slap her face with faeces, pig wash or anything!!. But okee, whoooosaaaah, be patient Dita. Two days left and i try (my best Of course) to take off that shit.
4th oktober, i open my man's sosial media and i read.. He had chat with others woman. Bitch, i feel hurt. You've cheating me, hunny?.. Did you look yourself?, did you see what we have sharing and planning!!. I don't care who she's. The truth, you have too realize that you have a woman in your lifeee. Even she's just friend, but please.. Watch your words, chatting it's very okey, but not with flirting. I hate that so much, you know that??!!!!!.. I'm jealous. Hurt me as you want!
You've successfully made my night full of tears!,
But, did you know?..
When i was crying, suddenly i hear a voices. He says that:
"Pasrahkan semuanya kepada Allah, Dia Maha Melihat dan Maha Mengetahui."
And a;
Dari sisi aku, kasih kabar lewat sms, untuk chatting gak akan bisa. Kondisinya, pasangan gak bisa chat alasan sibuk. Sms aja agak lama untuk dibales. Aku coba utk ngertiin, kita sudah sama2 dewasa.
Namun, beberapa hari yang lalu.
Ada perasaan was2 gak jelas dan dari sana timbullah kondisi;
Mau ngobrol lewat sms, gak dibales, tapi dia bisa woro2 di media sosial. Childish?, yes, i'am. Absolutely. But i thought, it's naturally. When you have someone that you love, you wants and need he/she more concerned yourself than anything, except parents.
And there's a woman which is flirting your mate. It seems like i want to slap her face with faeces, pig wash or anything!!. But okee, whoooosaaaah, be patient Dita. Two days left and i try (my best Of course) to take off that shit.
4th oktober, i open my man's sosial media and i read.. He had chat with others woman. Bitch, i feel hurt. You've cheating me, hunny?.. Did you look yourself?, did you see what we have sharing and planning!!. I don't care who she's. The truth, you have too realize that you have a woman in your lifeee. Even she's just friend, but please.. Watch your words, chatting it's very okey, but not with flirting. I hate that so much, you know that??!!!!!.. I'm jealous. Hurt me as you want!
You've successfully made my night full of tears!,
But, did you know?..
When i was crying, suddenly i hear a voices. He says that:
"Pasrahkan semuanya kepada Allah, Dia Maha Melihat dan Maha Mengetahui."
And a;
"Wanita-wanita itu bukan level kamu, untuk dijadikan saingan, bukan ukuran kamu. Kamu harus sadar, kamu keturunan siapa dan bagaimana. Bukan hal baik jika harus merasa terganggu dengan hal dan atau wanita rendah seperti mereka2"
The point'is i have to raise my heart and not being too worry about that.
Bukan juga hal yang disengaja untuk aku ngerendahin orang2 itu. Serius.. sakit waktu bacanya. Jangan minta aku untuk ngejaga kalo yang meminta, gak ngejaga. Kalo emang gak bisa cuma fokus di satu orang, tinggalin aja sekalian.
Aku bukan wanita yang punya masa lalu yang bersih tanpa bekas, seharusnya dia tau kalo.. Oh ya, aku ada pasangan yang latar belakangnya seperti itu. Aku harus menjaga dia lebih dari yang lainnya, bukan malah menganggap remeh atau bahkan melupakan.
Udah, makin gak tenang kalo aku terus2an bahas soal ini.
Emosi masih berjalan dan kalo terus2an takutnya airmata menyusul.
Tolong deh, jangan kayak gni.
Sakit!
The point'is i have to raise my heart and not being too worry about that.
Bukan juga hal yang disengaja untuk aku ngerendahin orang2 itu. Serius.. sakit waktu bacanya. Jangan minta aku untuk ngejaga kalo yang meminta, gak ngejaga. Kalo emang gak bisa cuma fokus di satu orang, tinggalin aja sekalian.
Aku bukan wanita yang punya masa lalu yang bersih tanpa bekas, seharusnya dia tau kalo.. Oh ya, aku ada pasangan yang latar belakangnya seperti itu. Aku harus menjaga dia lebih dari yang lainnya, bukan malah menganggap remeh atau bahkan melupakan.
Udah, makin gak tenang kalo aku terus2an bahas soal ini.
Emosi masih berjalan dan kalo terus2an takutnya airmata menyusul.
Tolong deh, jangan kayak gni.
Sakit!
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